2025 - year of healing: physically, mentally, spiritually
I have been feeling stuck for years. 6 years in fact. I felt like I did not live for myself. That I did not love myself enough. I blame my body for its weakness. I blame my overactive mind for giving me heartaches and tears. I didn't give time to heal. I was chasing against time, against my biological clock. But I missed out taking care of myself. The pursuit for a child seemed like a blackhole. Only pouring in, with no outcome. I am now stopping this journey. Whether it is a pause or a full stop, I am still uncertain. But I know I need to live for myself NOW. Therefore, 2025 is going to be my year of healing. I had this thought nearing the end of 2024 - that I've suffered enough. Sure there were happy moments, but I could not live in the present. I wish for reborn. 1. Physical Healing I've made steps to better my health. Due to my frequent indigestions and stomachaches, I've gone for gastroscopy and colonoscopy. Fortunately, the results were not earth shattering. It...